( o f : A m a n d a )

last night, i had an obscenely bad migraine...the kind that makes you wish you were dead...yeah, that bad...typically, i can deal with the pain, or at least sleep it off...but last night, i went to bed to try to sleep it off, and it got worse...till i woke up at 4am in excruciating pain...i laid there just wishing it would go away. because that works so often):) at the stage of migraine that i had, nothing really seems to help, with the sole exception of a deep hard massage. however, i have no man, so i had no one to call...so i ended up waking up my mom, and asking her to rub my neck and shoulder...she massaged me as hard as she possible could, and i couldn't even feel it...

anyways, i eventually went back to bed, at which point jack immediately woke up... ahh i swear i learn new reasons everyday why God says no sex before marriage :) jacks dad came and played with him for awhile, then my family took him so i could sleep it off for a while. i got up, hung out with jack, then got ready for work.

during this time, one of my close friends was texting me, and found out that i had a migraine, and asked if he could come watch jack for me...

how blessed am i? i am surrounded by my family, and friends, who not only genuinely love me, but also jack...how is it possible that i have been placed in an environment where people genuinely care about my well being and what goes on in my life? i am sitting here typing this, with an amazing feeling of bliss. i am young, loved, strong, and blessed. My life is full. Thank you God.